It was my birthday yesterday! I was generally satisfied with how everything turned out... I am actually 18! the freaking legal age to smoke already! hahah! now thats funny! i was just pondering bout it yesterday morning while i was in 7 11. anyhoo.... I am in another one of my creative splurges! i am happy to announce that. There are just some times when i totally block it off... there are some times however when if is just utterly overflowing. I think i prefer the latter. The thing is although in my state right now I do prefer the latter, I wouldn't have a preference unless i experienced the other. As people of this earth (this certain unique dimension we chose for this lifetime..) we have to accept that this is what we chose well specifically our souls chose heheh.. so we have nothing to be ashamed of and we shouldn't think that we are imperfect because the fact is we are... no matter what lateral path we chose for the meantime.
I have to believe in myself if I am to live this life fully. There is nothing stopping me and I am thankful for that.
While my mom was here, i had a personal dilemma once again. i did not know whether i would go to school this year or not. I pressured myself at that time to keep up with the trend led especially by my fellow batchmates who are turning 2nd year high already! I WANTED to go with everyone elses flow and not pay attention to my own river. I then realize that if you look at my situation in another way I have an advantage not discerned by everyone else. I have the time to rest right now. i am in control of my time. After 4 years of painstaking full on study life in highschool I think i deserve it because i think i will be doing it again pretty soon... so I have to take it easy now. However i have to remember not to stress myself like how i did before.
The coolest cat is the one who takes its time and make the most out of its movement through it. :D
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