Painting again!

i think i have decided on what to pursue already..... I really desire to paint and be an artist and at the same time someone who is involved in the events of the times. I must not lag behind the changing times. Openmindedness is the key to any form of art, that and free expression.

One must always have the willingness to know more, seek for knowledge because there is so much that the world has to offer for us but it is up to us to keep our eyes open and see for ourselves. Think of it this way.... what is a text message without cellphone units to send and receive them right?

I know that I am in love with so many things but now i realize that i have to stick to one first in order to become an expert in that field. Time is not supposed to be a threat for me to hurry up because time is merely experiencing a part of space. I know that I am already doing everything right now but my perception is contained in one page of my life first. Thus I choose painting, drawing and the arts for now and for the next four years of college life......

Why do I feel so strange this new year?

So many things have happened before the year started its hard to enumerate everything. Feeling many feelings as usual but this time its always about matters of the heart. I am such a frustrated freaking person when it comes to the matter. The fact that i am truly frustrated with it is the reason why it has not come yet into my life. Whenever it starts brewing it ceases because of SOME REASON.... haaaayyyy... I admit I do not think I am ready yet. As soon as I get over these confusions I guess i will be. I know that I am mature and I am on my way to being cool with everthing.....

Give me time to breathe I suppose breathe and feel loves sensations slowly but surely.... As this year starts I will try my best to just live life with NO FEAR no inhibitons and just love to rule it.. love in all aspects.... not just the one that deals with mushy romance..... hahaa! :P