I like spending time alone and i know that everyone knows that about me. I am what people would call a MONENG. hahahahh! I used to think of myself as selfish whenever I do it and I have always wondered why I love doing it....
I have pondered upon this self issue and have realized that the reason why I do it is because I develop myself. Everyone wants to know more about themselves right? If other people think that i overdo it then they are totally wrong. I believe that the reason we are here on this earh is to know and experience who we are through the events that occur in our lives. We are the ones who choose these events for the sculpting fo our own being.
When I seclude myself alone, like a journeyman, I am putting myself in a whole new world in a whole new surrounding so that I may think things over. The imapact of a persons experiences are determined by the state of the person when it happens to them.
With this habitual isolation from the world i grow. Defining yourself is not conceited because only through that can you be better for others as well. If I were to face you yesterday I wouldnt be what i am today. Yesterday I would have been a bitch but now I am not.
What is good for me is good for everybody else that i encounter in my life.
