This day started out right I felt very optimistic. I went to my tutor class, had a little surprise was happy to see "you know who" . Then, after class and the sweltering heat while walking, I went straight to Gateway and bought "The Secret". I did know that the video version of this is phenomenal. What i didn't know was how much MORE phenomenal the book was.
The book just opened up but not slowly. My pace while reading it was so smooth but really exciting at the same time. It was like I was reading something I always knew but was now manifesting itself in front of me.
The main theme of the book is that "Thought creates your own reality" and furher n throughout the day the Universe really showed me what it meant.
I spent around four hours in Coffee Bean reading. My sister came in and we spent a good time just talking. After that I went home and the opposite of the sweltering heat presented itself.... It actually rained! Hard for that matter.
Whe i came home I bathed and after doing what I planned, I felt so sleepy but i was resisting it. Because of that, i felt so weak. Then i read I quote sent to me online.
"If you think that your day is going bad, I am the voice that tells you to shift and rock on!" - The Universe
So NOW I am writing this and now I see that thought really does do everything. EVERYTHING.
Slideshow: Latest Trips
Friday, April 27, 2007
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Music Felon (heheh) sorry ches!
311I was using the internet one time and i noticed that there was a flash drive near the computer. It gave me the idea to buy my own flash drive. BUT WAIT A MINUTE! Flash drives are a bit pricey..... hmmm... so I thought... well it still would be better to invest for that than for and useless stuff like more clothes or more shoes right?
So... I decided to go to CD-R King in the Katipunan area and get one.... To my surprise, it was cheaper than I thought it would be....
I became ecstatic! heheh... so i got it rght away...
The first thing that came to my mind was to get my files from peoples computers then to get my beloved music from more sources!
Now i just posted some music on multiply.... so check them out! I just listened to Blakes fave band! 311 ... WOOHHOOOOO
Music is the language I will always speak.... and i will never stop learning how to speak it too...
Monday, April 23, 2007
Dragons
My Maya- Aztec reading! (so swak!)
Your Most Personal Traits -- The Day-Sign of Your Birth Here are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of is your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun.
Grass: Like most born on this day-sign, you are a very sensitive persons. You may be emotionally fragile, psychic, or simply very aware of the emotional and psychic dynamics that go on around you. It is this awareness that is at the core of your politeness and personal refinement. You can be easily hurt through rejection or by criticism, though you usually do not let on to others that something has upset you. You are soft on the surface but hard underneath.
You have strong, almost driving, ambitions and you work very hard to achieve your goals. You don't over-stress yourself, however, it is your persistence that counts most. You are competitive, but prefer to avoid direct competition. Working alone is often a good solution to your primary dilemma of self-interest vs. self-sacrifice. Ultimately, you want peace, almost at all costs, and will work very hard to avoid a fight or even bad feelings.
The underlying drives described above are more important in understanding yourself than you may realize. You are a person who is striving to heal and transform negative personality traits. There are parts of you that are completely private, because they are unacceptable socially. You struggle with your urges and compulsions alone, but you also gain control over them.
There is a very practical bent in your thinking. Many Grass personalities are problem solvers, designers or engineers. You can handle details well and, after an appropriate amount of deliberation, can be decisive and executive. You also have a strong investigative streak and are attracted to careers or activities that search, dig or uncover things.
In general, you are conservative and practical and present to others a point-of-view that does not upset or challenge the status quo -- and this makes you popular with others. If you are a performer, and most Grass types love music, you play the hits that the crowd loves. Your sense of what is going to be well-received makes you well qualified to be an advertiser, promoter or spokesperson.
Your Deeper Self -- The 13-Day Week of Your Birth Each of us reacts to the world around us in different ways. Our reactions are mostly unconscious; they represent what our deeper self needs. Our reactions both attract and repel us from things, people, and situations. What we like, what we like to do, and who we really are is shown by the 13-day week called the Trecena that we were born under. Each of these periods begins with the number 1 and the name of the day-sign that starts it. A number is attached to your position within the 13-day period that may be an important number for you.
This is the seventh day of the 13-day period beginning with 1-Death. Beneath your surface personality you have a strong committment to your community. You will sacrifice time for others, though you are often not sure just why it is that you do this. You have an extremely strong sense of tradition and are attracted to history and antiquities. You are, ultimately, a very down-to-earth person, conservative, with strong feelings (which you supress) about community and political matters. You may find success in activities involving homes and real estate matters.
Grass: Like most born on this day-sign, you are a very sensitive persons. You may be emotionally fragile, psychic, or simply very aware of the emotional and psychic dynamics that go on around you. It is this awareness that is at the core of your politeness and personal refinement. You can be easily hurt through rejection or by criticism, though you usually do not let on to others that something has upset you. You are soft on the surface but hard underneath.
You have strong, almost driving, ambitions and you work very hard to achieve your goals. You don't over-stress yourself, however, it is your persistence that counts most. You are competitive, but prefer to avoid direct competition. Working alone is often a good solution to your primary dilemma of self-interest vs. self-sacrifice. Ultimately, you want peace, almost at all costs, and will work very hard to avoid a fight or even bad feelings.
The underlying drives described above are more important in understanding yourself than you may realize. You are a person who is striving to heal and transform negative personality traits. There are parts of you that are completely private, because they are unacceptable socially. You struggle with your urges and compulsions alone, but you also gain control over them.
There is a very practical bent in your thinking. Many Grass personalities are problem solvers, designers or engineers. You can handle details well and, after an appropriate amount of deliberation, can be decisive and executive. You also have a strong investigative streak and are attracted to careers or activities that search, dig or uncover things.
In general, you are conservative and practical and present to others a point-of-view that does not upset or challenge the status quo -- and this makes you popular with others. If you are a performer, and most Grass types love music, you play the hits that the crowd loves. Your sense of what is going to be well-received makes you well qualified to be an advertiser, promoter or spokesperson.
Your Deeper Self -- The 13-Day Week of Your Birth Each of us reacts to the world around us in different ways. Our reactions are mostly unconscious; they represent what our deeper self needs. Our reactions both attract and repel us from things, people, and situations. What we like, what we like to do, and who we really are is shown by the 13-day week called the Trecena that we were born under. Each of these periods begins with the number 1 and the name of the day-sign that starts it. A number is attached to your position within the 13-day period that may be an important number for you.
This is the seventh day of the 13-day period beginning with 1-Death. Beneath your surface personality you have a strong committment to your community. You will sacrifice time for others, though you are often not sure just why it is that you do this. You have an extremely strong sense of tradition and are attracted to history and antiquities. You are, ultimately, a very down-to-earth person, conservative, with strong feelings (which you supress) about community and political matters. You may find success in activities involving homes and real estate matters.
Friday, April 20, 2007
No Better Than
There is no such thing as better in this world. I have fully encompassed it right now... The only thing there is is different and unique.
This is the main reason why in this world, there is no need for intimidation and insecurities, for jealousy and pride, there is no need for NEED itself. We are all special.
Let me give you a more graphic example that i may explain this fully..
Person A has an A energy.... Person B has a B energy... since both people originated from different families and inherently have distinct characteristics. If person A tries to imitate person B's way of speaking (for example) then no matter how hard person A tries to "photocopy" it, she'll end up producing a similar sound but still not entirely the same manner of speaking. The reason is because, they are INDIVIDUATIONS of the one grand energy source which you can call as GOD.
It is all quite a paradox really but one that your very inner core can understand.
This is the main reason why in this world, there is no need for intimidation and insecurities, for jealousy and pride, there is no need for NEED itself. We are all special.
Let me give you a more graphic example that i may explain this fully..
Person A has an A energy.... Person B has a B energy... since both people originated from different families and inherently have distinct characteristics. If person A tries to imitate person B's way of speaking (for example) then no matter how hard person A tries to "photocopy" it, she'll end up producing a similar sound but still not entirely the same manner of speaking. The reason is because, they are INDIVIDUATIONS of the one grand energy source which you can call as GOD.
It is all quite a paradox really but one that your very inner core can understand.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
My Year Cycle for 2007 (you can compute your own too!)
5
a journey of change,freedom, and NEW experience
"A man should never be ashamedto own he has been in the wrong,which is but saying that he is wiser todaythan he was yesterday.Alexander Pope "
Welcome to the exciting and unpredictable 5 year cycle. Its energy is that of change, freedom, variety, choice, the sudden and unexpe cted, the unusual, and the physical. This year will be quite an experience for you - new experience. You now stand at the halfway point of an entire nine-year cycle of your life. The first four years are behind you. The last four are yet to come. The circumstances of this year will enable you to know the difference between the “old” you, the “present” you and the “potential” you. Expect a substantial change in your life, or a sequence of smaller changes which will lead to a whole new way of life for you. The 5 year cycle provides opportunities to turn your life around by setting off in a direction that is totally different to any you have taken before. The best way to approach this journey is with a complete change of attitude. Last year’s 4 cycle was limiting and restrictive. This year, you must focus on being limitless and free.Opportunities will surround you all year, but you must be able to recognize them when they appear. This will require an open and adventurous mind. Learn to pick and choose carefully between your various options. Take only those which pertain to your true desires and not just your temporary whims. If you try to take advantage of every opportunity that presents itself this year, the confusion of so much diversity will limit your ability to focus. This could prevent success in any area. If your cyclical energies could be seen as roads or highways, route #5 would be the widest and busiest. This is where all traffic seeks a change in course. Without a basic goal or sense of direction, accidents occur and people find themselves in places they don’t want to be. Start out with a firm ambition in mind, a specific sense of destination. But do be flexible. Even the best laid plans can change or be changed without warning signs of any kind. Remember: 5 is the number of the sudden and the unexpected. You are now on a fast-paced journey which is filled with excitement, opportunity, and action. It is an adventure into life. It is a time to discover what is actually out there for you by experiencing things you have not experienced before. This year is likely to be full of new people, new places, and new possibilities. An opportunity may fall right into your lap, or you may find yourself going back and forth, in all directions, as you consider whether a particular change of course is what you want or not. A decision must be made, and courage may be required. The choices you make should be based on your feelings about the situation, along with a conscious understanding of the probable outcome of your choices. This does not mean that you should judge something before you have experienced it. It means that you must be aware of how one change can create a chain reaction of many changes. It is essential that you know what you are feeling on a moment-by-moment basis. Denied feelings remain trapped inside you and take away from your freedom. This year you will be releasing all that unexpressed emotion which has weighed you down for far too long.The world is opening up for you now. It is inviting you to experience life to the fullest. Yes, experience itself is what is on offer to you this year. In order to receive it, some mistakes may have to be made. Remember, however, that a mistake becomes experience when its lesson is learned and not repeated. Now you must realize your mistakes and allow them to evolve into expertise. Alexander Graham Bell, for instance, invented the telephone by accident. He was actually trying to invent a hearing aid. One of the biggest mistakes you could make this year is giving up on something you feel strongly about before you have given yourself the opportunity to experience it in a state of freedom. You do not always have to lose what you have in order to get what you want. It is guilt, disguising itself as fear, that makes you feel this way. Loosen up and feel the freedom that exists within, regardless of your external situation. This powerful feeling will help you to change your outer circumstances. The 5 vibration is acutely attuned to your own expectations and desires. It is also the principle energy involved in sex and reproduction. Conception most often takes place when the 5 energy is active. What will you conceive this year? A child? An idea? A plan? What are you expecting? Don’t reject the changes that the 5 year brings. Without change, we stagnate. Some changes will occur suddenly and unexpectedly, while others will be initiated by your own effort. Expect the unexpected. Be prepared for anything. Concentrate on feeling free and fortunate. Understand that you are where you are so that you can prosper from the experience of it.Be aware of the absolute reality of your life at all times. It is upon your reality that you must base your choices and make the appropriate changes. Assess the aspects you believe are holding you back. Most of them will turn out to be your own restrictive beliefs and thought patterns which you are keeping in place because you will not accept that there are alternatives. When freedom of mind and emotion is achieved, you will see that other people are not holding you back at all. Situations you think are beyond your control are not stopping you from moving forward. The truth is that you are causing your own stagnation by not changing what needs to be changed inside you.Get away from old routines and do something different. Look for those new directions. Do not scatter your attention and spread yourself too thin, jumping from one thing to another without actually accomplishing anything. Focus on what you want. Your curiosity can lead to greater possibilities or to disappointment. 5 is a very sexual and physical energy, and these areas of your life will be very much in focus this year. However, do not fall into the trap of overindulgence in the physical aspects of life which include food, alcohol, drugs, sex, gambling, taking foolish chances, and extravagance. Such behavior gives the appearance of freedom, but is actually an addiction of some kind. Excesses can create unexpected reversals which will impede your progress. That would be both sad and unnecessary this year. Place a special emphasis on your body. Take care of it. Respect it. Strengthen it. Become more aware of your physical senses and abilities. Use your senses creatively. Get adequate rest and relaxation. Love your body and enhance your physical comfort. Be aware of the sexual nature of the 5 year cycle.See things as they really are. Accept that one person’s reality is not the same as another’s. Honesty is essential because freedom cannot flow outside of reality. Start by being honest with yourself and you will see that honesty has nothing to do with laws, rules and regulations. It has to do with straightforwardness, truth, and self-acceptance. Head games and manipulation are likely to backfire on you. Try to be genuine at all times.This is a year for accomplishment, fun, travel, expansion, and contrast. Your horizons are much broader now, so stay clear of dull and mundane routines, beliefs, and attitudes. 5 has all the elements of being in the “fast lane”. If you set out confidently, with a specific goal in mind, you will be able to relax and enjoy these action-packed episodes. You will feel love, peace, exhilaration, and self confidence instead of fear, turmoil, loss, and exhaustion. Set your sights high and delight in this year of change, variety, adventure, opportunity and, above all, FREEDOM.
Friday, April 13, 2007
Personality Test
INFJ - "Author". Strong drive and enjoyment to help others. Complex personality. 1.5% of total population. |
Saturday, April 07, 2007
I pat myself at the back
Today I just screwed up a bit.. but nothing I can't handle. Here it goes, i made a promise to a friend that i would do a favor for him... everything was set, planned, all taken care of. Here comes a situation in where I am talked to and had to back out of my promise. Another opportunity down the drain.
I disappointed him and partly myself too......
But in the grandest version of why this happened I have many to thank.... I have a lot to learn.
I learn the value of patience and how much i need it in my life to see how perfect everything already is!
This pursuasion is hindered because the underground tellsme so wihtout even knowing in the conscious level. I am having a duel with my different dimensions but in one point in time I shall force them to cooperate for what I claim my purpose is for now.
"Just calm down....", apart of me says, "Do not think about it".... " It is not fully your soul speaking if your mind gets in the way"
I disappointed him and partly myself too......
But in the grandest version of why this happened I have many to thank.... I have a lot to learn.
I learn the value of patience and how much i need it in my life to see how perfect everything already is!
This pursuasion is hindered because the underground tellsme so wihtout even knowing in the conscious level. I am having a duel with my different dimensions but in one point in time I shall force them to cooperate for what I claim my purpose is for now.
"Just calm down....", apart of me says, "Do not think about it".... " It is not fully your soul speaking if your mind gets in the way"
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
